The Life of a Teenage Drama Queen

It has definitely been a few long days, but I’m sure we’ve all pushed through them. The holiday season has always been one of my favorite seasons. However, this holiday season has been one of the hardest ones to get through. I’m honestly happy that it is finally over, simply because of all the bad things that have happened. 

It’s just very hard to see so many people happy and you look back on your feelings and see that you’re not. I don’t think I’ve ever been this unhappy with everything, but then again, I don’t think I have ever went through this much in one year. Don’t get me wrong, I am so grateful for everything that I received from my family and friends. But, material items just aren’t what I need right now to make me happy. 

Happiness is the joy you feel when you see someone you haven't spoken to for a long time. Happiness is when you can tell that you are welcomed in your own family. Happiness is knowing that someone else loves you as much as you love them. Happiness isn’t presents that you received, and I hope I’m not the only one that can see that. I really wish that things could be different, but they’re not. 

There are things that you can live without that create unhappiness. However, sometimes it can just hit you the right way and it feels like getting punched in the nose. It isn’t the greatest feeling ever, but you must deal with it until you are able to get rid of it. Hopefully this feeling will disappear soon. It is hard to tell how much more I can take.