The Life of a Teenage Drama Queen

                     I know that we probably are not on good terms right now, and we probably never will be and that is perfectly fine with me. However, I don't hate you. I don't dislike you either. I don't know how you feel about me, but you're a nice person in my opinion. I know that there were some hard feelings in the beginning of your relationship with him, but just know that I am perfectly fine with the way your relationship is going. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to be in your place, but I know that I can't be because its you. You're the one he chose to be with.
                    I want to tell you that you are absolutely gorgeous. You're definitely much prettier than me and I know that he lets you know that you are beautiful everyday. I saw you today. Even in sweats, you're pretty. It's really not fair, and I am definitely jealous. I hope you are doing well, and I hope that he gave you everything he could for Christmas. He was always a good gift-giver when we were together. You seem happy, but you also seem consumed by something else and I can't quite tell what it is. However, it is none of my business on what you do in your spare time.
                   I want to let you know that I am definitely jealous of you, but I am in no way planning on getting in the way of your relationship. You've worked hard to be with him and I will not be that person who gets in your way. He isn't mine anymore. I am not intimidated by you, and you don't scare me in any way. You don't make me feel awkward when I'm around you. Although it seems as though you try to make me feel intimidated, I am not. And perhaps I am inferring incorrectly, but it is just from observations I have made.
                    I think you are great for him, and you two make a fantastic couple. However, I like you, but I love him. I would be the first to tell him if I thought you were a bad egg. But so far, you have proven me right by being a fantastic other half for him. He really is a great guy and he will take care of you for as long as you let him. His family is a very nice family and they will treat you just like their own as long as you don't hurt him. Take it from someone who knows. I've been down that road, but they still speak to me with great support and love. They've never made me feel unwanted, even now that I am no longer a part of the family. Just know that you are very lucky to have ended up with a guy as great as him.
                      I'm happy for you two and I want you to know that I would never try to get in the way of your love story. You've been through a lot and you definitely deserve to be happy. You deserve happiness to the fullest extent. He will make you happy, and it seems like he already has. You take care of him, and he will always return the favor. He loves you, I can see it. He looks at you the same way he used to look at me. It's a good sign. I'm envious of your happiness, but I'll find it again one day. Don't worry, he's safe. He's with you now. Live life to the fullest girlfriend, because you two are perfect together. You really are a great match for him, honest.