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Monday, December 21, 2015
I've never known what it was like to actually not have you there with me during the day. It's crazy to know that while I'm at school, you're at home working on your homeschooling. I have often wondered if I should just move away, hoping that I could somehow gain some friends at another school. But, switching to a brand new school where I know absolutely no one will not solve my problem.
Yes, I've made some friends at a different school, but that doesn't help my problem in being alone all the time. They're all 30 minutes away from me everyday, and that still leaves me with no one. I don't understand why you had to switch out of public schooling. Was it really that bad? It certainly has taken a toll on me here lately.
I've wanted to tell you everything about my days, my nights filled with homework, and my crazy love life which changes constantly. But, you're not here to listen to any of it. I know that you're just a text away, but it just isn't the same.
I've wanted to tell you about a guy I've been talking to, and how he's changed my life drastically. I've also wanted to tell you about how crazy I've been driven by the guy who just can't see to leave me alone. Everything I've wanted to say, but you're not here.
There are so many things I could tell you, like the time I completely embarrassed myself by crying in front of my ex-boyfriend. That was a mess. Oh, its just crazy how much I miss you. It really isn't the same without you there. It's been a year already without you by my side everyday. It just makes me wonder how much longer I'll stick around to endure this type of loneliness.
Yes, I've made some friends at a different school, but that doesn't help my problem in being alone all the time. They're all 30 minutes away from me everyday, and that still leaves me with no one. I don't understand why you had to switch out of public schooling. Was it really that bad? It certainly has taken a toll on me here lately.
I've wanted to tell you everything about my days, my nights filled with homework, and my crazy love life which changes constantly. But, you're not here to listen to any of it. I know that you're just a text away, but it just isn't the same.
I've wanted to tell you about a guy I've been talking to, and how he's changed my life drastically. I've also wanted to tell you about how crazy I've been driven by the guy who just can't see to leave me alone. Everything I've wanted to say, but you're not here.
There are so many things I could tell you, like the time I completely embarrassed myself by crying in front of my ex-boyfriend. That was a mess. Oh, its just crazy how much I miss you. It really isn't the same without you there. It's been a year already without you by my side everyday. It just makes me wonder how much longer I'll stick around to endure this type of loneliness.
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