About Me
Saturday, May 28, 2016
Honestly, it has been an eventful month. I never thought that I would fall so hard for someone that I never expected to jump back into my life. You are the one I've watched for over a year and wondered what would happen if you ever came back into my life.
It amazes me how you jumped back into my life. I don't know what I was thinking when I texted you. I'm not sure if it was because I missed you after a whole year without you, or if it was because you were the one I needed to talk to for that specific reason. But after that day, I was hooked. I couldn't stop talking to you. You called it from day 1, I fell back in love with you.
Now, 46 days later, I can't imagine my life with you in it. Our fights, our laughs, our anger. You are the one that I can imagine myself with years down the road. And that is definitely different for me, because I am horrible at talking about the future. You've made me cry my eyes out because of our fights. Our fights make me crazy, simply because I always think about the last fight we had the last time. You left me, broken and emotionless. I had nothing left, and it was like I had to rebuild everything and start from the ground up.
But then, it was different. I loved you then, but not like I love you now. I love you more than a fish loves water. And honestly, it scares me to death because love can only lead to heartbreak, right? That's why I beg you to never leave. I'm not playing, I honestly don't want you to go. We are two different people now. But we're a good different. We accept each other now.
I believe that we were supposed to end up together. I believe that God led us back to each other because of the way we have changed. We both changed for the better. We work together. You have allowed me to open up and be myself for the first time in a very long time. You have no idea how grateful I am for you and for everything you have done for me.
So please, never leave my side. Be here, through better and for worse. I want you to be the one I wake up to everyday. The one who I know I can talk to about anything and everything. The one who pushes me to follow my dreams, and be there when they fail. I am completely, and honestly, in love with you. There's no mistake in it. I love you. I love YOU. I will always love you, and hopefully, you will never stop loving me.
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