The Life of a Teenage Drama Queen

             It's funny, to think that a year ago at this very point in time, you wanted me. It's funny how much a year can change a person. It's hard to look at someone else thriving with positivity, and look at your life and cry because of the way it has turned out. Honestly, it is unfair. It is because of these events that have made me look back and see what I have destroyed. What I have lost. What could've been. Anxiety seems to be my best friend lately. It's hard to get rid of something that will always be there. It seems that the only thing I have to work towards is school and just getting through. Honestly, giving up all these things can destroy a confidence level. A confidence level that has never been there. Well, its a level that has been nonexistent for awhile. A break from life is something that I need. I break from the world. A break from society. A break from everything, so that I can focus on just me and where I'm going. Happiness is what I strive for, because it has been absent for so long. Happiness is what I'm searching for. However, the hunt has been difficult. Looking around, there is so much happiness. But for me, I'm the one standing alone in the corner while everyone else is living their lives. This is the today where everything is erased and everything is new. No memories. No loss. No hurt. No heartbreak. No happiness until now.